I always feared that the INTRUDER would ruin everything. Yet I thought maybe I am being too hard on him. I agreed to stay friends of a condition that he has nothing to do with the GUY and I. I never thought that by this I had made friends with the devil. I was really naïve, I guess being young has its disadvantages. I made the worst, most idiotic mistake anyone can make. I bet a child in kindergarten would never had done it. This mistake was that I never told the GUY about his friend who wanted me as his girlfriend. Well people might tell me why didn't you tell him? Are you out of your mind? Well yes I heard that quite a lot if you know what I mean. Anyway I just didn't and I can't go back in time to change this fact. The INTRUDER started intruding, he started opening the subject. He often asked me do you love the GUY. I always said well none of your business. I just known him. And this matter isn't yours to discuss, he has a mouth and can speak for himself. He took this as a no and I am 100% sure that he told the GUY that I said he is nothing to me but just a friend. After he found out that I won't confess anything to him he shut up. Yet I know he still was in contact with the GUY. This killed me, the GUY trusted his friend or who he thought might be, and told him everything.
I don't know if I should have told the INTRUDER that I like the GUY or not. But I don't think it was a good idea. If the INTRUDER'S intention from the beginning was to sabotage this relation who wouldn't give a damn about what I say even if I said I love the GUY. I got no clue I won't deny it, I don't really understand anything. Then suddenly, the GUY started to forfeit. He started stepping away, I asked him for many times but all I got was excuses. It killed me actually, but I didn't really loved him at that point. I just was fond of him, liked him so much that's all. So I said well no problem.
Then things turned really bad. And I mean stinky. I knew some people who I shouldn't have known, I trusted them, and this was the dumpiest thing I could ever do in my life. I won't spoil it now. I will tell you everything in details in the following episodes, don't rush, and don't stop reading......

No comments:
Post a Comment