Tuesday, 19 January 2021

Rumbling thoughts

 I won't talk about it. Doesn't mean I don't want to, I just won't.

it's better to keep it all inside, or maybe write it down anonymously so people won't judge.

I'm so tired of trying to explain what is going inside my head. No one understands, or maybe no one actually cares enough to understand. Maybe people believe in something or perceive it in such a way that they won't even think about it first before they speak up some idiotic bullshit.

it's like they have some words ready on their minds and they will just yell them out after you finish what you are trying to say or even before you finish, just like that.

so why bother? why try to explain it over and over again? It's just useless.

so just keep quiet. Don't speak your mind. Let these thoughts consume you day after day.

But then you think about it for a second, you need to let these thoughts out one way or another, because in the end they will eat you from the inside and you will be the one to suffer...….

 


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